Rape my soul with the death of a bloody dagger

You brought me back to life.
Just so you can suck the soul
out of my life less body
with ten thousand daggers stabbing
my life you reopened the scares you
left the first time you hung me
swinging from side to side i fell into hell
where you burned me alive. every inch burned
i cant wait untill i slit my  throat on your pillow
and you find me then you can die and be with me but
you will only run away so i will die in side even in death